I had a bad run today. I don't know if it's because it was so damn hot or because I'm reaching a thorough exhaustion from overnight shifts at school or both. I had a minor meltdown during the drive back. I'm so fucking tired. I'm starting to lose patience with one of my rotation-mates, even though I've tried to stay on the opposite shift of the rotation as much as possible.
I feel pretty well shelled out. I feel like I'm just going through the motions at home and at school. And I'm having a ton of anxiety about being alone forever.
Music is helping. I've been breaking the rules and watching too much consecutive tv. But fuck.
I feel pretty well shelled out. I feel like I'm just going through the motions at home and at school. And I'm having a ton of anxiety about being alone forever.
Music is helping. I've been breaking the rules and watching too much consecutive tv. But fuck.
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